Nothing like a Disney movie to forget your stresses.. 👌😁🎬 #disney #movie #dvd #movienight #tangled #chill #relaxing #film
To commemorate the beginning of my life-shift 2 hours away from everything I know, I’ve made a new tumblr. I may still post my own photos on here time to time, but the new blog will be my official tumblr residence.
Please follow my new account, squiddilysquids ( http://www.squiddilysquids.tumblr.com )
So. Uni is going to be a little further away, I’m going to have to study for a year.. 2 hours from home.
IM MOVING OUT GUYS.
THIS IS HAPPENING.
(I think I might cry..)
I like YOUR face :)
Just when I’m thinking of organizing a picnic for tomorrow, and writing letters for under your pillow..
You let me know you’re going out tonight, and confirm that you won’t be up for anything come tomorrow…
at Flinders Street Station, Melbourne. Long exposure shot on my Canon 1100D, with slight contrast boosting to make it pretty ;)
I AM good enough.
Incase I forget..
I hated the way I looked, and felt truly horrible about myself in every way.
I wasn’t pretty.
I wasn’t smart.
I had zero confidence.
Weighing about 48 kilo, I considered myself chubby.
I didn’t have any friends.
I was depressed and alone. My boyfriend at the time was no help, he preferred when I didn’t talk about it. He took advantage of me. I used to cut myself, and when I couldn’t hide them I began pinching myself incredibly hard instead. Just to feel SOMETHING.
I never expressed my feelings, and as a result I pushed a lot of people away, people close to me. They thought I didn’t care. I lost friends. My relationship was falling apart.
I spent 2011 trying to look up, but it wasn’t working. So on NYE 2011 my resolution was to “love myself more, to have better self-esteem”
That was my mission.
And I have.
I changed little things, like making a conscious decision to eat healthy foods, I started exercising. This helped me make my thoughts more positive. I broke up with that boy, and things started to look up.
I will never let someone hurt me like he did. Not again.
I lost a few kilo, learned to express myself and my feelings a little better.
It wasn’t easy.
I spent more time with friends. Met a boy I instantly liked and now he’s my boyfriend. He’s an incredible help, always complimenting, and making sure I don’t put myself down further.
This year I’m wearing my first bikini in 3 years, and I’m okay with it!
Last week, I got my belly button pierced because I am good enough. It looks good and it reminds me that to get it done, I thought I was good enough and that I am.
So here we are, almost a year after I made it my mission to be happy with myself, and I almost am.
There’s still that tinge of doubt, but I’ll get there.
I AM good enough.
So are you.
Booze and pizza with miss Beth. Missed this girl! 😝🍷🍹🍸
#afternoon #booze #alcohol #pizza #bestfriend #party #partyoftwo